scaling down

I wanted to start something to hold myself accountable to the weight loss.  While this is a part of the entire surrogacy process, it is much more than that.  I didn't want to bombard the other part of the blog with the intricacies of my efforts to see the numbers drop on the scale, but wanted to put it out there if others can help inspire me as I continue down the road of a healthier me.  I will plan to update as I can although I am not one that can get on a scale every day.  Maybe I will try once a week to ensure I stay on the right path.  If you have words of wisdom or ways to keep me motivated, please share those!  Here's to the next part of it all!!!

Time to set some new goals for February, even though I have now been approved.  It can't hurt to get even healthier, right?  Plus, I still need to lose these last three pounds.  The losing is getting more difficult, especially with these crazy cycles I am experiencing, but I can do it!  For February...
  • set weekly walking/jogging goals (less focus on strength training for now)
  • make wise food decisions - try to eat more cleanly
  • more water (this will always be huge)
  • weigh in on Wednesdays and post my progress
  • be MINDFUL
To keep myself on track, I am going to put these out there now for my weigh ins:

January 30 - 193
February 5 - 196 (praying this is due to my period)
February 12 - 191 (woohoo!!!)
February 19 - 
February 26 - 
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One step at a time - if I can focus on these things for this month, I can see what else needs to be implemented moving forward.  It is a new year!  So time for new goals!  My unspoken goal was to be at 200 pounds by January 1.  I am not, but I am not going to let that defeat me.  204 as of 1.1.2020 and I have 14 pounds left to lose before the party can really get started!
  • walk/jog five times each week and add strength training 4 days
  • make wise food decisions
  • more water (this is huge)
  • be mindful in this weight loss journey
1.1.2019 - weighed in this morning.  Didn't lose any, but didn't gain any.  I cannot be upset with myself, just continue to move forward and bust my ass.  Did one mile this morning.

So, I did ABSOLUTELY awful updating this last month.  That said, I hit all of my mileage goals and lost 11 pounds.  Here's to dropping more in February!
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12.31.2019 - no miles but lots of rowing and strength training.

12.30.2019 - one mile at the gym, 2.5 outside plus some strength training in between.  (+11)

12.28.2019 - one mile at the gym and one mile outside (+7.5)

12.27.2019 - beautiful 2 miles outside (+5.5)

12.26.2019 - 3 miles, sauna time, and one more!  (+3.5 for the month)

12.25.2019 - taking the day of for Christmas.

12.24.2019 - did two miles at the gym this morning!  (.5 for the month and met the weekly goal!)

12.23.2019 - 2 miles plus a two pound loss at weigh in!  (2.5/2 to go)

12.22.2019 - 2 miles on this pretty Sunday in the gym plus another one outside!  (4.5/4)

12.21.2019 - 3 miles, sauna time plus 1 more mile.  (7.5/7)

12.20.2019 - Only one mile this morning.  (11.5/11)

12.19.2019 - 2 miles bright and early before we head to nova!  (12.5 for the month and 12 for the week).

12.18.2019 - Bethany and I chatted about another weekly goal.  We know this is a tough week, but I have set a goal for 18 miles over the next week (Wednesday through Tuesday).  Weighed in this morning - 206!  Lost two.  Walked three miles early and went back for one more. (14.5 to go for the month and 14 for the week)

12.17.2019 - adding to the weekly goal - 2 miles done!  23 total miles for the week!!  (18.5 to go for the month).

12.16.2019 - two trips to the gym since I am off today 3 miles total (20.5/+1)  HIT THE WEEKLY GOAL!

12.15.2019 - took an afternoon walk outside, getting two miles in!  (23.5/2)

12.14.2019 - Went to the gym with Gregory this morning.  Did two miles, had ten minutes in the sauna and then did another mile!  (25.5/4)

12.13.2019 - 3 miles before work and then took a lunch break and got 2 more in!  (28.5/7)

12.12.2019 - 2 miles inside before work and 2 miles outside after work (33.5 for the month and 12 for the week)!

12.11.2019 - Only lost 1 more pound this week.  I've got to get better with my goals!  Bethany and I decided we would both get 20 miles in over the next week - Wednesday to Tuesday. 2 miles before work and 2 after (37.5 to go for the month and 16 for the week).

12.10.2019 - 2 more miles (41.5 to go)

12.9.2019 - 2 miles before work. (43.5 more)

12.6.2019 - 1.5 miles today. (45.5 to go)

12.5.2019 - 1 mile this morning - I am losing my motivation!  (47 more)

12.4.2019 - 2 miles this morning!  (48 to go)

12.3.2019 - 2 miles before work. (50 to go)

12.2.2019 - did 1.5 before work.  I have promised myself and Bethany to get back to the gym and do some more.  I did go out and do 1.5 more outside! (52 to go)
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November goals:
  • walk/jog a total of 55 miles
  • be cognizant of food intake as family celebrations and holidays near
  • more water (this is huge)
  • be mindful in this weight loss journey
11.29.2019 - 2 miles with BETHANY by my side!  (+3)

11.28.2019 - Gregory and I were stewing this morning so we baked a batch of cookies that we could deliver via a walk.  Got one mile in!  (+1)

11.27.2019 - 1 mile and loss of 4 pounds! (reached the goal!!)

11.26.2019 - got back in for 2 miles early this morning!  (1 more to go)

11.25.2019 - 3 miles this morning! (3 more for the month)

11.23.2019 - 2 miles, a few minutes in the sauna, and went back for one more!!  (6 to go)

11.22.2019 - back to the gym early with 2 miles done!  (9 to go)

11.21.2019 - I slept in this morning - felt bad about it but I had a plan.  Went home and walked the Chesapeake Nature Trail (now it is Warhani or something like that I believe).  Got 1.5 done.  (11 more)

11.20.2019 - got two miles in.  The best part is that I am down 3 more points!  214 as of today!  (12.5 to go for the month)

11.19.2019 - Gregory got up before me so I knew my window was small at the gym.  I did go in and do one quick mile before having to get back and get ready for work.  (14.5 to go!)

11.18.2019 - I am feeling really sluggish and exhausted, but I did one mile this morning and went back for 1.5 more after work.  Total of 2.5 for the day. (15.5 to go this month)!

11.15.2019 - got in 2 miles bright and early!  I had a meeting cancel and went back and got one more in.  (18 more)

11.14.2019 - 3 miles this morning!  (21 more)

11.13.2019 - WEIGH IN WEDNESDAY!  Down 2 more pounds - at 217!  Completed one mile on the treadmill.  (23 more).

11.12.2019 - 1.5 before work and another 1.5 after work.  (24 more).

11.11.2019 - did two miles at the gym this morning.  It is a teacher work day so I am off and went back to the gym to drop the kids off at the child care there and headed back out and completed 3 miles outside - 5 miles today! (27 to go)

11.9.2019 - thanks to my parents I was able to walk around my cousin's neighborhood outside of Baltimore - got 2 miles done!  (32 more)

11.8.2019 - busy day!  I went to the gym with big intentions.  My thigh muscle started bothering me so I slowed way down and only completed one mile.  I got on the roller to try and loosen it up a little bit - boy did it hurt.  I am off today so I decided to go on a trail to get more miles in.  I went to Cold Harbor Park and got 2 more miles.  Then, I wasn't satisfied, so I went to Rural Plains Park and did 2.5 more miles.  Both were cold and I am tired, but I am happy!  5.5 total today!  (34 more to go)

11.7.2019 - 2.5 miles at the gym!  (39.5 more)

11.6.2019 - 1 mile this morning - lost 1 more pound! (42 to go)

11.5.2019 - busy day on the exercise front - I walked 2 miles at the gym early, walked to the polls in the middle of the day (.5) and then did another 1.5 outside before going to pick up the kids.  4 in total!  39 more to go this month!

11.4.2019 - up and at 'em early - got in 3!  (43 to go)

11.3.2019 - met my sister in law and incorporated a nice walk into that.  I got there early to scope out the terrain and get a little head start.  Total, it was 2.5!  (46 more!)

11.2.2019 - walked 1 mile this morning before having to poop twice.  Called it quits, which is difficult because I had hoped to make a bigger impact on my goal this morning.  Walked a good bit at Train Day in Ashland, but I am not going to count that.  Ended up heading out for a walk after the kids went to bed and did 2.5 more miles!  (48.5 more)

11.1.2019 - got my three miles in this morning at the gym!  (52 to go for November)

October goals:
  • walk/jog a total of 38 miles
  • very limited food intake after 8pm
  • more water (this is huge)
  • be patient - the weight didn't come in a day so it can't go in a day either
10.31.2019 - did not do devoted exercise today but did walk a bit with the kids for trick or treating. Total of 52.5 miles for the month!

10.30.2019 - 2 miles, but better yet, lost 3 more pounds!!  Hello 220!! :) (+14.5)



10.29.2019 - 2.5 slow miles this morning - eh, I did something!  (+12.5)

10.28.2019 - no dedicated exercise this weekend and I am feeling it!  Went in and got 3 miles this morning, though - I've got to keep going!!  (+10)

10.25.2019 - it's Friday - that means 3 miles! (+7)

10.24.2019 - two more miles - happy birthday to me!  (+4)

10.23.2019 - 2 miles bright and early!  (+2)

10.22.2019 - did one mile this morning (month is complete with 8 days to go!!!) And, I made my week's goal of 18 with 18.5)!!  Down 3 more pounds!  Monthly mileage goal is complete - let's see how far I can surpass it!

10.21.2019 - went in and walked 3 miles!  (1 more for the month!!)

10.20.2019 - got into the gym for a quick mile today.  The weather wasn't conducive to anything outside and Jacob let me steal away the time.  (4 miles to go for the month - and 10 days left - woohooo!)

10.19.2019 - to meet my high weekly goal for mileage, I went into the gym and got 2 miles done.  When I got home, Jacob asked if we could go for a walk to the playground for the kids.  Another 2 miles completed!!!  (5 more to go!)

10.18.2019 - Walked 3 miles at the gym this morning!  Feeling a bit sore today! (9 more for the month).

10.17.2019 - 2 miles this morning - felt good.  Might even go back after work again!  (12 to go this month!)  I did it!  Went back and did my fastest two miles yet!  (10 to go this month, which will be surpassed this week as I set a lofty weekly goal to make better progress!)

10.16.2019 - down 1 pound!  Shew, if I hadn't eaten so horribly this weekend, maybe I could have knocked another out.  Not going to be upset - progress is progress!  Did 1 mile this morning (15.5 to go!).  Felt like I needed to do more - went back for round two after work.  Did 1.5 more (14 to go this month!)

10.15.219 - 1.5 miles this morning.  (16.5 to go!)

10.14.2019 - after a weekend of NO dedicated exercise and truly the worst eating I have done in months (yeah, it was bad), I had to get back in gear.  Got 3 REAL miles in today!  Shew, finally, I did it!  (17.5 to go!)

10.10.2019 - I was so excited this morning - I went to the gym determined to do three miles and I did it!  Or, so I thought.  Well, I tried to pause in the middle to refill my water bottle and ended up hitting Stop instead of Pause.  So, I did the math in my head and was really proud when I hit 3 miles!!  Then, I started thinking about it.  2.19+.41 does NOT equal three.  Well, my mind is exhausted, but I can safely say I got 2.5 for today!  (20.5 to go!)

10.10.2019 - Walked one mile this morning (23 to go!).

10.9.2019 - Lost two pounds this week - down to 227!!!  Got in 1.5 miles.  (24 to go).

10.8.2019 - One mile this morning, a slow mile.  But, progress is progress.  (25.5 to go).

10.7.2019 - 2 miles at an incline this morning!  (26.5 to go).

10.6.2019 - Gregory and I took a 2.5 mile walk through the neighborhoods.  It felt great, even though he was asking when we would be done with only 10 minutes in. (28.5 to go in October).

10.4.2019 - Went to the gym early and did only one mile.  I had the morning off to be with Meade as she recovers from whatever illness she had.  So, together, we went for a 2 mile walk around the new neighborhood - it was really nice (31 to go)!

10.3.2019 - Didn't get into the gym this morning, but did go out and do a mile walk in the evening to get something done (33 to go!).

10.2.2019 - LOST 3 MORE POUNDS!!!  At 229 now.  Didn't feel like I would ever get under 230, but it just takes time!  I have to be more patient.  Got two miles done early this morning!  (34 to go this month!)

10.1.2019 - only got one mile in this morning.  I can't kill it everyday - there is always tomorrow!  (36 to go!)

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September goals:
  • walk/jog a total of 30 miles
  • less snacking at night time
  • more water, less diet coke
9.30.2019 - 2 miles this morning!  Felt good!  (+7)

9.28.2019 - I went to the gym and did one mile at 9 incline.  My arms will be sore from holding the bars!  Then, the kids and I went for a walk - Gregory walked with me and Meade was in the stroller.  While we walked 40 minutes, it was probably a mile or so.  (+5)

9.27.2019 - 2 miles with some incline.  (+3)

9.26.2019 - 1 mile in the morning.  (+1)

9.25.2019 UPDATE - I got to the gym and did 1.5 miles on an incline.  My goal for September is met!  However, I will keep trucking along.  Best part of it all is that the scale showed a loss of 2 pounds last week!!!!!  Woohoo!

9.25.2019 - a little disappointed with myself, I just couldn't get out of bed when my alarm went off at 420.  I am PROMISING myself I will go this afternoon!

9.24.2019 - I went to bed super late (for me) last night, but got up with no problem today and knocked out 2 miles - not the fastest, but I am quite okay with that!  (1.5 to go)

9.23.2019 - PM.  I knew I didn't do enough yesterday, so I went back after work and did 1.5 (3.5 to go).

9.23.2019 - I sure did not want to get out of bed this morning!  Struggled to finish one mile.  Maybe I will get another in later.  (5 to go!)

9.21.2019 - wasn't planning on exercising, but pulling an anchor up, twice has my upper body pretty sore - a good sore!

9.20.2019 - walked 2 this am and it was the fastest I had done it yet!  (6 to go)!

9.19.2019 - walked two more miles this morning, feeling good!  (8 to go!)

9.18.2019 - preparing for a big day - 2.5 miles!  (10 more to go for September).  Also, I weighed in this morning.  It is not my typical time, but I did it so I would have an idea before I met with B's doctor.  1 more pound down!!!

9.17.2019 - 1 mile this morning (12.5 more!).

9.16.2019 - this past weekend was rough.  I didn't do any focused exercise.  This morning, I still couldn't focus, but got one mile in.  After the kids went to bed, I went back and got the second this evening.  Proud, but tired.  (13.5 more)!

9.13.2019 - 2.5 miles this morning!!!  It felt great, once done!  (15.5 more this month)

9.12.2019 - Struggled this morning, but did get into the gym and walk one mile (18 to go).  Maybe, just maybe I will try to get another mile in later today.  We shall see!

9.11.2019 - Walked 2 miles this afternoon (19 to go), after I weighed in!  Happy to report, the hard work last week has allowed me to lose four pounds and .7 BMI points!



9.10.2019 - Trying to figure out the routine of working out in the morning when I have to go to the office.  1.5 miles this morning (21 to go!).

9.9.2019 - Started the day off right with a quick trip to the gym.  2 more miles down (22.5 to go this month!).



9.7.2019 - Gregory and I went for a 22 minute walk in the afternoon.  Not sure how much mileage we got, but I am saying it was a mile (24.5 to go!).  It was nice to include him in on this journey!

9.6.2019 - Two miles at 5 am, boy did that feel good!  (25.5 to go!)

9.5.2019 - Walked 1.5 miles.  Hoped for more but wanted to quit early.  I'll take this as progress no matter what (27.5 to go)!

9.4.2019 - We all know that scales can be calibrated differently.  That said, I am happy to report that at my OBGYN appointment two weeks ago, I weighed in at 244.  Today, at the gym, I am at 239.  Another important thing to note, although pointing out that it has been quite some time since I have been to the gym, is this is the first time I have weighed in on this scale (since we joined Burkwood) where I can start with the 200 instead of the 250!  That felt good!!  Still a lot of work to do, but I can get there.  Any little loss is progress!  Did pretty good with my goals today (so far).  2 miles down (28 to go)!  I will continue to weigh in at the gym for consistency and will try to do so every Wednesday!




9.3.2019 - If there has ever been a time to devote everything I have to weight loss, the time is now.  I am determined to continue to lose, little by little, getting to the proper BMI to make my candidacy of a gestational carrier come to life.

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