hallmark holidays

It is Father's Day.  The same with Mother's Day this year, my first thought was Phillip and Bethany.  Just like I did in May, I sent Phillip a text message first thing, before Jacob was even away to recognize him. Next year is their year!  Next year I cannot wait to finally allow them to celebrate these ridiculous Hallmark holidays with a sweet wee one.  I can't wait to scream Happy FUCKING Day to YOU in 2021!  These days must be excruciating for them for all that they have endured.  Frankly, I can't imagine.  I am not big on these holiday's myself, but I am sure they would be so much bigger (positive and negative) if we had difficulty becoming parents.