This morning is the first time that I have really felt awful since the transfer. Definitely normal pregnancy feelings for me. I am starving yet anytime I eat, I get almost an immediate headache and my tummy is very unsettled. It is rough cycle, too. It is somewhat like my body feels as though it will feel better if I try to eat something else, yet that never works. Too bad my mind doesn’t realize it before I go back to the kitchen. Or, maybe it is just a matter of little self control when I feel so crummy.
David texted and brought over additional food to go with the supper that he and Maria got for us this past Thursday – so kind of them. I felt so bad that I didn’t want to see anyone, which I felt bad not even saying hi. I laid down and asked Jacob if he could take both the kids to the socially distant birthday party because I didn’t think I could do it. I started thinking about pas pregnancies and realized that if I had something else to focus on, I probably wouldn’t think about feeling so bad.
I decided to go to the little gathering and magician show for a friend’s
birthday and it was the best thing I could have done. I don’t know if pretending I felt great or
just not thinking about everything I really didn’t feel bad – there’s no
telling. Regardless, it was a few hours
of reprieve – feeling just fine and enjoying watching the kids having a
blast. Once we got home and settled, my
tummy was less than. Par for the course,
though and I hope it continues for months to come!
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