I have gotten back on track in reading Heartbroken Open. I swear it is almost like I am reading about my own life, feelings, struggles, and grief. It is amazing that someone in a hugely different situation, also grieving, is so parallel.
This revelation made me go out to Kristine Carlson's website and peruse. I know there are more tools out there that can help and maybe I should start with what she is offering. What I didn't know was that there was something staring at me so obviously and God was saying this is it. This is it. This is what I need. I called my mom and let her in on a few things to get her perspective. It is such a big thing that she even needed some time to think about it.
Before I commit to anything, I started doing some research. I have a meeting set up next Tuesday to see what is right for me and when. Maybe I will make this new itch a reality? Maybe I won't. Regardless, I am exploring what is best at this time. However, I can't get around God's push. Frankly, I am feeling the same urgency now as I did before I offered to carry Bethany and Phillip's baby. We all know that was an amazing feat in which I learned so much about myself. Why stop there?
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