Today, managing my routine and staying calm is of utmost importance. I am feeling good! I slept pretty well. All of which raise their own questions as to if I truly am still pregnant. But, who knows? That doesn't matter right now. The few times I did wake up, I know that I was coherent enough to ask God to hold us all tightly today and beyond. Right now, I need to ensure I focus on work and being present for that until my appointment at 145.
The morning started like most - I got in my five miles. The first two on my own, talking to God. The last three with my dear friend. She keeps me grounded - doesn't ask questions but lets me speak freely if I need to. Offers her perspective and is never judgmental. We joked several times about how we felt as if we were just as winded as a few weeks ago, yet our time to complete the walk has drastically increased!
After the kid routine and before work starts in a few minutes, I took some time for myself. I drew a bath and found a bath bomb that still had the Kroger clearance sticker on it from probably two years ago. I never felt like there was the perfect time to use it, until I saw it today. Before I knew it, that little, light pink, fizzing ball had turned the water a beautiful pink and everything was glittering (I can't wait for Jacob to step in the shower this evening - he is going to think a unicorn shit all over the place)! It was mesmerizing! I tried to take a picture but they just didn't come out well. Thus, I took a short video instead that showed the beautiful water around my body. I relaxed for several minutes until I realized that I had 10 minutes to get out, update this blog, and start my workday. However, here we are and I am right on time.
No matter what happens today - every little thing, will be alright!
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